Wednesday, November 12, 2003
so, like, i'm skimming through all my friend's blogs, and there isn't a single one who doesn't have the weight of the world on his/her shoulders, and i'm just like DUDE TAKE A CHILL PILL EVERYTHING WILL BE FINEEEEEE.but then i feel a little hypocritical, esp when i look through my archives. which you can't see but i can.
also i'm still like superparanoid in real life or maybe not super but enough. "mom, am i getting fat?" "you look fine, honey" "but i gained weight" "YOU LOOK FINE" "is fine fine like fine good or fine as in just okay or fine as in spectacularly beautiful and stunning?" " YOU ARE PERFECTLY THIN AND ARE BEAUTIFUL BECAUSE YOU'RE SEVENTEEN NOW SHUT UP AND LET ME READ"
yeah i'm stupid but i'm allowed to be. i'm seventeen.
but really, honestly, i love my life too much to do or be anything else.
posted by styrene at 3:48 PM-comment?
