Friday, November 28, 2003
these days when i go to check my mail hardly anything worthy of reading makes it through my conveniently built-in yahoomail filter. i've more or less renounced instant messaging and i don't use xanga or livejournal or any form of interactive communication on the internet. i used to think that the more of a life you had off the computer, the less of a presence you had in the internet world. by that theory i should have more of a life offline and i guess i do, except it consists mostly of reading dead philosophers' dissertations that make my brain boggle. the little i do use the internet for is to browse for the latest book&cd&dvd releases on amazon.com. is it sad that i almost want school to start up again so i can be busy beyond any 18yearold should be and whine loudly and ignore everything and everyone around me? yes. i think i have all the makings of a workaholic. i also think it's sick to try and get rid of my oral fixation by kissing boys instead of eating, but it works (or should work). (once i find the right one.) (which i have.) (yes, again, and of course i'll decide he's not after three days, but who cares.)now i need my beauty sleep. beauty sleep is for people who want to be beautiful, not people who are beautiful. people who are beautiful are too busy out having fun. was that overly cynical? yes. that's okay. i think i drank too much wine tonight and whined too much tonight. okay i take it back people who are beautiful still need their sleep to maintain their beauty which they need to have fun on their night out later this weekend when their beauty will be trashed by lack of sleep and gigantic bags under their eyes at which point they will revert back to their beauty sleep to regain their beauty. okay i'm off now.
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